So I am now waffling between bliss and worry, as I stress over what I should be doing about a job. I spend time looking for work, but haven’t really put my heart into it. I am certain that I won’t be able to convince an employer that I want the job they are offering, as right now I really don’t. My spouse and I have discussed taking a trip since we have the time, which we never have until now, but I am worried that we will need the money for the long run. I miss the early days of unemployment when I was so happy to be out that I couldn’t care what the future held. Life was dreamy then – LOL!